12:36 PM, Thursday, October 29, 2009.

it's a gloom that everyone's feeling.
even i can escape it and i don't want to try and run for it.
given my speed, i will never be fast enough. ever.
just have to try so that i won't get sucked in.
3 weeks says roomie. will it be fast enough?
am not worried about the time. worried about having no time.
and even so, it's just not going to be enough
not good enough. not fast enough.
proven too many times.
satisfaction seems a long way from where i am.