am so tired. glad today went well. thankfully my partner is so chill. makes working so much more fun and definitely easier. realised that working in an office is just like working in school. staff just waits for that bell to ring. lunch at 12 to 1ish and the ring for the let out, 6. maybe what makes it exciting is simply just the buzz when you get to work and back home. the train is insane then. tomorrow will be another work day. ready to take on raffles place.

i am so nervous right now. in a good way, in a i do not know what they expect out of me way. cause, i found a job and believe it or not, i start work tomorrow. TOMORROW. call me crazy or whatever, i know it's a rush and there are a million things that i have not done. but i want to work and since it's knocking on my door, why not right? butterflies. hopefully everything will work out fine. cross your fingers for me(: ailyn is on her way of making some money.

i am just giving.

I AM DONE WITH A's!!!
it is a bittersweet feeling. happy elated worried sad. i am going to play no matter what, but what wil i do after all that playing? no more books, uniforms, school. at the end, i have to discover where i want to be and for now i think all i can do is to let loose. thanks to all who have been there throughout these three weeks and to all my teachers and friends and family. it has been a ride. to the dearest year 6s, we have done it and those who still have papers, the end is coming. all we can do is pray.
it's a new chapter.

i feel loved. past few days have sucked, pretty tragic. thanks to the parents, sis, huiyi, v, jerms. nice to know that i have people to count on during this period of time. three days of torture. it is time to start a new. tmr marks a new subject and a new start. although gp is done with. i can still be hopeful and wish that my other papers will indeed save me right? positive thoughts. do what you have in order to get what you want. let's go.

i never ever thought i will get to say this. this is it. make or break. the day before the huge exams. i am such an emotional wreck right this moment. i am hell scared and extremely freaked out. my nerves. have to do this and will do this. to everyone who's in this with me: all the best! good luck! that spot will be ours!