I am disappointed. have no idea why i have such hopes and expectations. it is getting sad. someday that person will tap. someday.

just read the email.
i don't know what to say, i really don't.
i have no clue what stand to take or what to do to make those around me feel better.
but there is one thing that i am very sure of.
no matter what, i am very very very glad and proud of having junli,cindy,peixin and lynn as my teammates. no matter how much i sucked as a leader( and hopefully that was not the cause, i am truly sorry if it is) i will never want pw any other way.
to mr ng: it is not your fault and you have been a very kind and caring teacher, helping us and guiding us along the way. all of us have put in our very best effort and it just sucks that those who deserve the marks don't get rewarded. thanks so much and i cannot imagine pw with another ST.

to the rest who still are disappointed out there, i know this may sound really dumb coming from me and you may think that i will never ever understand how you fell( this happened to me during higher chinese results), i hope that you all will not be too discourage as there are many more A-level results out there for us to score big As! so jia you and good luck cause it is not the end yet. it is definitely not the end.

HAPPY! EXCITED! GLAD! RELIEVE! WOOHOO!
PW RESULTS ARE OUT AND I GOT WHAT I WANTED!
AFTER THE TORTUROUS PAST YEAR, IT BOILS DOWN TO THIS!
A GOOD START AND A GOOD REMINDER THAT I HAVE TO WORK EVEN HARDER FOR THIS YEAR.
THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL WHO WAS PART OF PW. MY GROUP: PEIXIN, JUNLI, CINDY, LYNN. AND MANY MANY THANKS TO MR JASON NG, YOU ARE SERIOUSLY THE BEST PW TEACHER ONE CAN HAVE.

i am quite shock about the results. there are many out there who are quite disappointed and i seriously feel that you all should have gotten the results that you all wanted cause of all the hard work you'll have put in. but do cheer up and don't be too upset, there are many more subjects to go and i bet you all wil do extremely well in them! jia you ok(: the rest who got what they wanted like me, Congratulations!!!! yeah!!! to the whole batch of Year 6s, we have pulled through PW and we will pull through this year too! good luck to everyone and continue to work hard!!
p.s. to the Year 5s, good luck with PW! ( am so gloating now(: )

huiyi and I rushed down for the queen's birthday!see, the many things we are willing to do for Verine Yeo. but i have to say that you have really grown up but still be as dumb and funny and spastic as you always are. and remember always to stay HAPPY(: HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY VERINE YEO!!!

it was so funny cause SAJC's Campus is huge and it has many many gates. so huiyi and i were completely lost and we ended up at different gates. haha. thanks to xiuwen for saving us.

Many thanks to those who helped us to stall Verine and being part of this:

- the SAJC Councillors

Xiuwen! for bringing us in and calling us and lying to V and arranging for Rei to come along. you are such a dear, thanks so so much(:

Amanda for being such a sport and agreeing to help us immediately after we asked! thanks(: and i have to see you soon kk, missed your wonderful voice. haha!

Shaun for partly helping, although you spent most of the time in the SC withanother girl v.

and the other councillors to be there and helping us take photos. thanks(:

thanks to Rei for being there and holding the cake and allowing me to tease you. haha. although i do know that you told V. you... but thanks so much(:

thanks to huiyi, cause we pulled it off! but we better make her gift as soon as possible. yeah(:

and last but not least, VERINE YEO. for playing along even though you knew and letting me smash cake into your face(: i love you!

everyone has to make a wish on their special day, here's Verine's

i will huff and puff and blow..... wooosh

and she cuts the cake!

the birthday kid always get to eat the cake first(:

doesn't Verine look squeky clean? but not for long. heehee.

cause we smashed her with cake!

not once.

not twice.

was it three times???

hahahahahahahahahahaha.

everyone smelled of chocolate after that.

what can i say? secret recipe makes good chocolates cakes!

Dunman High people at SAJC to celebrate Vday!!!

the three of us. was so hopping mad when making V's present. realizing that although we see each other all the time, we hardly have any nice photos of the three of us. boohoo. got to make it a point to take more in future!

the main planning team. all the hard work and sudden surprises make us very very tired. but it was worth it(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERINE YEO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERINE YEO!!!

WRAPPING UP THE WEEK.

first time i am writing such a post. guess that time just really flies. having a lot on my mind lately and it just piles up and up and up. till somtimes it gets really depressing or makes me wuper lost.

monday: work.

tuesday: work.

wednesday: got to know something really really bad. to me. i was stunned, have no idea how to respond or what to do. until now, i am completely lost, even though i was told that everything is going to be the same. but knowing something like that tells me that i really have to grow up and in the world of the old. things are never going to be the same. i just don't really want to let go. it has been that way for the going-to-be 18 year of my life and why can't it just stay that way? i am so sorry that i haven done anything and did not play my part right. but i need time to slowly adjust to the changes.

thursday: i horrible day. was feeling way down. overwhelmed by sadness, maybe it is due to the pile up of many events put together. it is just the sudden feeling of loneliness and frustration and stress, all rolled up into one. i turn to my favourties method once again. thanks kid, for making it better although you did not know, you really helped. i am still going to be the 70 year old nanny who eats cocopops. now you know(: the task made my day it was so much fun am going to do it again someday.

friday: was so excited cause of the "ears" and the alphabet biscuits. luckily i walked pass the biscuit world shop in the morning. it is going to be a routine for me. popping into the biscuit shop and buying some of my childhood. why can't all days be like friday, where everything is so positive and fun?

on the whole. a super unproductive week. did not study much. did not do any work. got to find a game plan where i can study fast and well and that i can study continuously. that's the next aim.

how was your week?