i pride myself on many things. and this is seriously one of them. i know it's not personal and i cannot be completely blamed. neither my actions or behaviour can ever protect a company's direction or decisions. but to be called like that denies all my wishes and the one single thing that i am certain and definite about. looks like this thime round, it really helps me to see what i will be getting myself into. and suprising no matter how disappointed or hurt i became, it seems that i will be able to pull through. it all boils down to passion i guess.