it is over. done with. bye cts. but i am feeling extremely numb. no excitement. no screaming and shouting. maybe some part of me still have some humility. funny thing is that i finally feel the need and urge to study. yar, after it is over. but maybe it is a good sign and warning, for the next one in a month and a half to two months time and the big A in 4 and a half months. a small little four days break is all i have, before setting out and studying again. hopefully this will stay with me.

breakdown of cts: gp was ok, hope that the teachers think so too, aq was a mess, but i feel that i should have ventured doing another topic for essay, had the points. chem: complete goner.shall never study chem. have to do chem. guess the chem teachers will have a fun time marking, just cancel all the pages. maths: i did work for this, so i hope it is not bad, although my probability sucks and i hate trigo but the rest is still ok, right? crossing my fingers. econs: i think a disapointed a few, knew what i have to do, had a ton of things to write, but simply have no time. i think case study was tough, unsure about requirements and i really have to train my writing speed, but be vroom. bio: total let down. i think the paper is manageable, only tedious, but it is a paper that one have to study for, all the details. thing is, i did not. tire out, went to bed, ignored bio. it is weird. first time ever paying so little attention to bio. it is no longer right to be pointing fingers at that person. afterall at the end of the day, the one who is responsible is me.

to the rest who still have papers: go for it and all the best! it will end soon(: