I am pathetic in that way. when expectation gets higher, the disappointment gets greater. am the only one who remembered once again.

I hate being cheated and having to know that i have been doing everything for the wrong reasons. if that's the case, then i might as well stay out. i see no need in putting on an act for someone who i despise and loath. seriously against every single inch in me to be friendly to some cold hearted animal who can't even treat their elders properly.