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5:42 PM, Saturday, April 5, 2008. WRAPPING UP THE WEEK. first time i am writing such a post. guess that time just really flies. having a lot on my mind lately and it just piles up and up and up. till somtimes it gets really depressing or makes me wuper lost. monday: work. tuesday: work. wednesday: got to know something really really bad. to me. i was stunned, have no idea how to respond or what to do. until now, i am completely lost, even though i was told that everything is going to be the same. but knowing something like that tells me that i really have to grow up and in the world of the old. things are never going to be the same. i just don't really want to let go. it has been that way for the going-to-be 18 year of my life and why can't it just stay that way? i am so sorry that i haven done anything and did not play my part right. but i need time to slowly adjust to the changes. thursday: i horrible day. was feeling way down. overwhelmed by sadness, maybe it is due to the pile up of many events put together. it is just the sudden feeling of loneliness and frustration and stress, all rolled up into one. i turn to my favourties method once again. thanks kid, for making it better although you did not know, you really helped. i am still going to be the 70 year old nanny who eats cocopops. now you know(: the task made my day it was so much fun am going to do it again someday. friday: was so excited cause of the "ears" and the alphabet biscuits. luckily i walked pass the biscuit world shop in the morning. it is going to be a routine for me. popping into the biscuit shop and buying some of my childhood. why can't all days be like friday, where everything is so positive and fun? on the whole. a super unproductive week. did not study much. did not do any work. got to find a game plan where i can study fast and well and that i can study continuously. that's the next aim. how was your week? | LINKS.
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