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9:25 PM, Thursday, March 27, 2008. LIMITATIONS AND BOUNDARIES. guess that people turn to be more rigid, sensitive when they grow old. i became so much older today. time has really come where i know what is expected of me, what i should do and not do, but these are all based on my assumptions and what i think is best for me and those around me. however, how truthful am i to myself? at the end of the dy, i am doing nothing but trying to conform. being what i think others expect me to do. what happen to the days when i promised that i am goign to be the 60 year old woman who ate cocopops? i still want to. but with each day, that goal seems further away. this is what makes being young and innocent so wonderful. never needing to be aware of one's actions. neve having to turn down on something you like or forced to do an act because you had to. growing up make one feel more responsible and i am not trying to shirk of my responsibility, but sometimes, most of the times, it is better being young. i miss those days where i can ignore everyone and everything and say and do and be whatever i want and feel like. | LINKS.
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