9:55 PM, Friday, January 11, 2008.

it sucks being denied time and again.
it sucks having to change again and again.
when will it ever settle and work?
feel like giving up, but i won't.
cause i want it to happen really badly.

hoping for something that will never happen.
sometimes it's more of a jealousy thing.
i am aware.
but just hoping that maybe one day it will turn out to be how i wanted it to be and dreamt it to be.